emotionally mad.

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the titles says it all.

parents still sticking to their childish idea, i guess.
what will be my future?
perhaps, im just a fucking small kid and cnt do anything.
but at least,
thr MUST be smth i can do.
but what?

i feel like leaving home.




eff. tmr is adventure camp.
i dread camps, since i have been thru so many shyt camps in my life.
and its with a bunch of ppl i dun know.
and im missing 21 again.
havent even pack bag yet.
completely moodless to go.
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