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Holidays are here and I have no god damn idea of what I wanna do. Let's see.. - Work all day in NTUC - Watch Naruto till the latest episode, and maybe start watching a new anime - Play Pokemon all day Hah. Dull and boring days ahead.. Well anyway, went out with da usual gang (this time it's Sam, Mingwei and Jian) for some good games of bowling and pool. :D Fun as usual.. But bowling was a bit ridiculous cuz I gutter-ed so many ballz. Sam had a lot of fail shots, and we really had a good laugh over them. Mainly the "ball slip-out-of-hand", "high-speed gutter ball" and the "roll". Which reminds me, it has really been a while since we got together and have so much fun.. ... EPIC FACE TIME YES MINGWEI YOU WILL STILL COME OUT WITH US. T_T I'm grateful to have met them in my life.. Okay let's NOT get emotional and carry on with the shit I wanna say. So.. Am I wrong to say that "good results" is the best gift you can give to our mother? ...

401st post. I still don't know what's right for me. But I know what's right for you. I hope. I guess seeing you happy is the best satisfaction I can get. I will try to move on in life. 4th day. And I hate pigs who only know how to (on a daily basis) wake up, slack on mattress with the lappy till afternoon, taking up 50% of the room space as the mattress is on the floor, keeps the mattress, eats instant noodles for lunch, plays the main computer, goes out to see her ^%^%#^!%@(, comes back, plays the lappy, goes to sleep. Seriously, at least listen to stuff my mother say lah. Don't just go around thinking that she "kaopeikaobu". bitch.

Is there a word to describe what has happened in this world? Does " fate " actually exist? Or is it just an excuse we use to avoid the truth? No one knows. No one cares.

I wished I was able to stop time itself. If I could, I would do it in that one second.

Sometimes it feels like only blasting people in BlackShot will make me feel better. Now I realised telling your problems to your friends will make you feel ALOT better than spamming comp. And I know, too much BlackShot isn't good for your health. I guess I'm really tired. I don't know if I may be an asshole to anyone in this world, but I know one thing, I don't live to please you. And what the hell do you gain from doing that? You know my secret. You already... So why the hell? If that is what you seek, then I have officially NOTHING to say. Except for go and die. -.- I know that many atimes, I always end up feeling lousy. Its only my fault. And by feeling lousy, I had thoughts of giving up. But I shall not give a shit anymore. The answer has already been decided. Let's just wait for the truth. Faggot.

"Eh, you okay ornot?" "Nah, it's nothing." "What you thinking about?" "Nothing lah." Lies.

I have figured out that, whenever you guys are feeling sad or depressed or feel like life is completely fucking up with you , why feel that way. You know, death is one thing that will come to you anytime. You'll never know when you're gonna die. Who knows? A crazy lunatic may just come out to the streets with a gun and kill ya. So if you don't live happily everyday, you WILL die with regrets. Problems will still be there, but.. Well, let's not give a fuck.