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got my asthma checkup at polyclinic today. kinda shocked when doc said "by right, u r NOT SUPPOSED TO HAVE ANY PHYSICAL ACTIVITY FOR THE NEXT 3 MONTHS FROM THE ACCIDENT." i went mute. but WHO CARES ANYWAY. okay fuck it, seriously. fuck it. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Tell me what you want from me So I can try to make you see That I’m in no position for giving Cos’ all I see you do is lie And I can’t help but close my eyes And wonder ’bout you in my life I’m drowning in your tears I’m delirious Are you serious? What goes on in your head? I’m just curious Cos’ I’m hanging here Got me dangling here Think your love, oh your love has got off my head It’s unbelievably hard to love you But I love you anyway I’ve been trying too hard not to love you But I love you anyway Oh, I should’ve known That you’d go and steal my eyes Oh, I should’ve known From then on I’d lose my life I’m delirious Are you serious? What goes on in your head? I’m just curious Cos’ I’m hanging here Got me dangling here Think your love, oh y our love has got off my head It’s unbelievably hard to love you But I love you anyway I’ve been trying too hard not to love you But I love you anyway It’s so incredibly hard to love you But I love you anyway And every time I try too hard not to lov

went to christmas stomp ytd @ singapore expo. freaking hell lots of ppl. but the performance was awesome as well. and the manager guy of the church said a long lecture about the greatest gift of all. receiving jesus into my life. and he said that we can lead a better life and alot of stuff, and then we said a prayer. everybody in the hall did, i guess. and yeah. nth interesting happened? and i realised that i became a christian. and i registered myself to a church. am i defying my current religion or smth? yeah. this is kinda confusing me. went to mac with qunhan and jian later. i ate a mega mcchicken! and qunhan scammed mac a small coke. hahaha. stayed overnight at jian's hse. SA all the way. slept at 5am. woke up at 1pm. and i thought it was still morning. zzz. homed. AND REALISED I FORGOT TO TAKE MY WATCH.

maple's got this special power to suck me inside the game. now im addicted to it, again. -_- MOUSE RIGHT CLICK IS SPOILT. NEED PRESS DAMN HARD THEN GOT EFFECT. DANG.

dun say a word. IM LAZY TO BLOG. asshole.

outing at j8 with primary school brothers today was fun! (ryvan, joshua and hendrik) first we were attacked by some charity guy at the entrance. he wanted us to donate 10 bucks. man, he's got a BIG appetite. wanted to give him face, so we donated 15 bucks. 5 from ryvan, 5 from joshua and 5 from hendrik. I DIDNT PAY A CENT. "better get out of here before u get scammed like us" k i was just taking orders. LOL went to buy tickets for the movie "planet 51" tht was 30 mins before the movie, so we walked around the shopping centre for fun. and realised L4D2 had the rating 'M-18 violence, sexual references". josh said tht L4D HAD sexual references (no mercy hospital, the zombies showing their asses) but L4D2, where? so went to the movie later. bought 2 popcorn combo sets and i didnt pay a cent (again) thnx for sharing again, josh. well "planet 51" ain't a bad movie at all. at least. fishball noodles for lunch awesome. first time i ate fishball no

Man dad, its not like the samans come everyday. and you wont be tht lucky to get fined by a saman. WHEN UR LORRY IS PARKING AT THE YELLOW LINE IN A ONE WAY CORNER. SO STOP TELLING ME TO WATCH OVER YOUR LORRY. LOL

kk. give me a break.

okay today is f*cked. i spent today night mapling with that repeated dc every-3-minutes character. and attempted to look for a new blogskin. its like, all the blogskins i find, - have gay colours (purple, pink) - MIS-alignments - gay graphics (hearts, etc.) - font too BIG or too SMALL. and now when i tried to upload songs... EVEN THE WEBSITE SHOW ME ATTITUDE. F*CK IT.

back from class chalet. honestly, i kinda regretted going thr. heres what happened: day 1: nth much to do, stupid thing was i paid so much for a pathetic 1 room chalet to: - pay for my own lunch - squeeze on bed with others, and HEY. SOME PEOPLE DIDNT EVEN GET A CHANCE TO SLEEP ON THE BED. the most fun thing of the first day was that we went to the arcade? LOL. k, i showed samuel how much better am i than him at daytona. hah. day 2: seems like if i wanna go wild wild wet, i dun have enough $$ for breakfast. so i went to mac in the morning hoping for leftovers. in the end, i got sindy's egg and elysa's cup. (SOUNDS FUCKING WRONG) okay. sindy's half boiled (im nt sure either) egg and elysa's empty cup. which i filled it up with the free flow of tea. at least, its free! thanks again! slacked till 11 plus, when me, sam, jian, luocheng, wendelyn, joey and elysa went to wild wild wet. ALL THE OTHER BOYS PANGSEH. :( jian and sam paid $5 for a FREE TICKET?! while i paid $15.50.

AND IM FUCKING LUCKY TODAY. xDDDDDDDDD

LOVES DAYTONA!

bought 20k coins worth of expensive mystery boxes in pet society today. NO HACK/CHEAT USED. unlike eddie. hah.

WHAT DID I DO?!

if anyone posted links on your walls recently, DO NOT CLICK IT. it is an "exploit trojan fake codec". so basically it is just a malware that gets saved in your temporary internet files. idk wad tht trojan virus can do, just dun click links tht u dunno. okay this message is brought to u by wildboar, whose comp almost tio th fking trojan.

actually.. im back from camp ytd alr. becos.. I FCUKING TIO ASTHMA ATTACK. that day morning wake up - breathe in lung pain. fire drill - cnt take push up. fall in - cnt take push up morning pt - practically pushed myself through all th dips, push ups, chin ups, sit ups, jog and.. - out of breath later during cooldown time. ambulance came. the civil defence ppl put th oxygen mask thingy in my mouth. luckily, was able to catch my breath. stayed in observation ward for 2hrs in hospital. almost got hospitalised. now i have to have my daily medication of tht stinky inhaler, which i didn't take today cos im feeling okay. hope my body aches fully recover by friday, otherwise during bintan trip i sure cmi. yeah, dun worry abt me, im okay. =)

AWAY ON CAMP. BACK ON THURSDAY. wait for me.

looks like we are all ready. to die.

& fuck boogies.

jinheng- WTH. u have definitely "grown" alot. well, sometimes i pity u for being th MAIN target of bully in class, but AT LEAST, now u have learnt to fight back abit. AHAHA. dun give up ur studies, i know u did badly for maths, but just keep practising (memorizing wont work), and i HOPEFULLY hope, that u cn CUT DOWN ON VULGAR WORD USAGE. hahaha. all th best. qunhan- haha, my 2 year enemy (friend). well, I NEVER REALLY wanted to be enemies with u, but idk whose idea it was for the enemy thing. it was definitely fun to squeeze thru doors with u, quarrel randomly on msn, and chat abt some personal stuff. u are a really GOOD guy (like wad mr tan said), unlike me. yeah im lousy. and the "war" tht has been happening for 2 years, im happy to announce tht YOU are th winner. and im the whiner. haha. i hope to see u next year, and be enemies for another 2 years! ahahaha. dun be so self-centred okay? may ur nxt 2 years be fruitful (?). xincong- stupid guy. u cn REALLY do wadev

for those ppl waiting for their dedications, HOLD ON ABIT LONGER! COS IM FKING LAZY RIGHT NOW.

okay today morning was crappy. went with my dad to ICA to collect my passport. stupid thing is: my queue number was 7386. the final 4 digits of my new passport number was: 7368 and my grandma wanna buy 4D for both of the numbers. LOL? YES. WENT TO BEACH ROAD LATER TO GET MY SILVER NAPFA AND ORIENTEERING BADGE. EDDIE STOP COMPLAINING THAT I WEAR A FAKE SILVER-GOLD BADGE. ALL THE BADGES I WEAR NOW ARE REAL . and the seller scammed my $1. -_- after that my dad asked me if i had breakfast, and wanted to treat me at th coffeeshop below. due to time constraint, i needa get back to sch for the camp prep, i said "no." stupid thing: when i got back to sch, THE THING OVER ALR. DAMMMMMIT. MY BREAKFAST! its been a busy week. mon- silver wing course tue- silver wing course wed- aero trng+ camp prep WHICH I MISSED thur- cleaning OM toilet fri- training as usual sighhhhhhhhhh. MORE DEDICATIONS TMR.

next on the list is... jenson(?): i doubt you read my blog anyway. LOL

mingkian- hey, you have definitely grown alot in the past 2 years. from a small kid, to a guy with leadership (which can be seen in the interclass dance and IAP dance), more genius (as can be seen from ur results), and definitely, MORE PIMPLES! hahas, dun let emotional problems (ur's, mine or whoever's) get in the way of ur studies, cca and etc. just do what you are best at and enjoy life. dun pon cca, as mr siva is not happy with you (LOL). i hope to see ur face one day without pimples. all the best. AND SMILE MORE MANZXZX. k im tired.

MORE CLASS DEDICATIONS WILL BE POSTED TMR. SORRY BUT THIS NICE COLD WEATHER MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SLEEEEEEPING. LAZY TO BLOG. XD

okay lets go by register number. shuojian- you are one very funny guy. of course, a great fren to hang out with. and you are good frens with everyone! well, i hope that you could do better in ur studies and dun play sa all day! ahahahaha. all the best. thomas- u never fail to bring laughter to the class. but sometimes, u can be kind of annoying (LOL), so... uhhh. laugh more? LOL. dun forget ur studies! it is most impt. xD kianwai- u are so far the tallest guy i had ever seen. u are a very "kind" person (in a sense), so dun bully ppl for no reason! u have changed alot frm the past 2 years (nt height). hope u do well in ur studies, and STOP PON-ING CCA! mingwei- thanks for everything. u are one of my closest frens and the one i trust most. we will see each other in om nxt year so dun be sad! xD. hope u do better in ur maths nxt year and very hopefully, u can win me. lols. anyway, thanks xD shuenboon- u are a very retarded person. u are always in the centre of attention, but som

well i dun feel like blogging, cos i think that its a complete waste of time. i'll just put some crap here to keep the blog alive anyways. okay ate alot for lunch today. - 1 cup of instant noodles, the big one ($1.80) - 1 grape iceblend ($1) - 1 pack of fries ($1) its been a long time since i ate so much for lunch. but it is nothing compared to samuel's typical diet of instant noodles, iceblends, random snacks, icecreams, fast food and etc etc. lols. and im free tmr! for the afternoon. ...

Chasing an impossible dream, Challenging an unbeatable opponent. and yet... THANKYOU. xD

holy shit 41 spywares on my comp?! omg omg maths i got 84/100 im not satisfied cos I DREW WITH QUNHAN! dammit. thinking why i am so stupid to go minus the 2 marks. but "i rather not win you dishonestly." yeah, i am great. oh yes, orienteering trng. yes, 30 rounds round the parade square. BREAK UR MUSCLES BEFORE THE COMPETITION ON THURS! yay.

lit- 25/50 eng- 33/50 chi- 57/100 home econs- 68.5/100 all my exams are CRAP. can only put ALL my hopes on maths now. -___-

sorry, hannah. LOL

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oh yeah. exams are finally over. except for that stupid maths paper 1 on monday. i wish i could enjoy this 1 month, after which would be hell. well, the 1 month process wont be complete fun anyways. it will be planning "hell". plan ur own fate,

lols. ytd night was 2/1's mid autumn celebrations? dinner-ed with jian, qunahn and eddie at mac first. ate 2 apple pies and 1 double cheeseburger. after that went to find the rest (so many that i dunwanna name) at bishan park. it was drizzling, and me, jian, eddie, and qunhan shared an umbrella while walking there. we got wet while playing at the playground anyways. well.. anyway, apart from stealing shoes and spinning, yes spinning the swings, we played sparkles. ya, they're kinda fun. but i didnt pay a cent for those. hah. qunhan looks away? i forgot who is this, but the photographer's really something. I THINK that was me. okay this is me. and this is dedicated to mr. TANQUNHAN. yea exams are coming! dun slack and study hard, everybody!

the 2/1 family tree? and im the dustbin full of peanuts.

how do you play facebook games? one word: SPAM. my pet society garden. spammed it upside-down. everybody likes to spam mafia wars too. okay mozilla sucks. now my "add picture" button gone bananas. cannot spam pictures. zzz

YEAH! IAP DANCE FINALLY OVER. we did a smashing performance today (wad i think)! even though there are a few cock ups (u will see in this video) WE DID AN EXCELLENT JOB. at least we got over the fear of performing in front of 2/2 peeps. hahas YEAHHHHHHHHH! WE ROCK! HAHAHAHAHA ok. in this video: - full length 2mins 45secs of my grp's iap presentation - no cut scenes. all cock ups included. - THIS IS THE ACTUAL RECORDING/ PRESENTATION. - (apologise for the 3.2 megapixels camera) - eddie close up! (im at the bottom left.) hahas, enjoy? btw tis vid is taken by THOMAS. xD

looking back at the times when our grp first started iap dance presentation rehearsals... from "lies"... to "haru haru"... till today's "forever"! remember the times we had time constraint... remember the times we watched **** at samuels house... remember the times we played suddenattack at samuels house... (instead of doin iap) remember the times mingkian never smiled although i told him to smile abit... all of us are HAPPY we can produce a great performance now. yeah! tmr's the BIG DAY! LETS DO IT GUYS!

SAMUEL'S OWNED BY A SMALL KIA IN DAYTONA USA TODAY. woots xD

went to "work" with mw, sj, thomas, mk and yunfann. okay. it was idiotic, as the workplace is just near my house and i went all the way to amk to meet them and come back. wth. another idiotic thing. stuffing those tiny black shyts into the holes aint fun at all. i was fugging slow, and it is calculated that mingwei works 1.5x faster than me. zzz. id rather do saikang work (eg carrying boxes under the hot sun?) than this shyt. shoulder and neck pain. =( even so, all the effort was worth it as i made $20. but $10.70 wasted on a-cash. and $2.30 wasted on a noob lan. hell, the damned lan named "raiders" is fugging OUTDATED. i was like WTF when i went to my comp with a ROLLER MOUSE. not optical mouse. ROLLER! FOR WINDOWS 98?! even worse, sa cant be played properly as my mouse keeps JAMMING. zzz and the keyboard sucks too. spacebar incredibly hard to press. fingers straining to press it. zzz. DONT GO RAIDERS! god, it sucks balls. virtualand is cheaper, and much better. ex

today was a happy day. xD what a fugging nut.

"I'm here for you" she said and we can stay for awhile, my boyfriend's gone, we can just pretend. Lips that need no introduction, Now who's the greater sin, Your drab eyes seem to invite, (tell me darling) Where do we begin. Was is over before Before it ever begins Your Kiss Your Calls Your Crutch Like the devil's got your hands This was over before Before it ever began Your Lips Your Lies Your Lust Like the devil's in your hands Everyone in this town is seeing someone else Everybody's tired of someone our eyes wander for help Prayers that need no answer now I'm tired of who I am You were my greatest mistake I fell in love with your sin You littlest sin Was is over before Before it ever begins Your Kiss Your Calls Your Crutch Like the devil's got your hands This was over before Before it ever began Your Lips Your Lies Your Lust Like the devil's in your hands Failure is our disease You want my outline drawn You brought my greatest failure Di

"and determination is overwhelmed by sheer willpower." willpower! willpower! stupid home econs. i handed up my recipe, but the bloody paper at the back of the class says that i nvr hand in. wtf. stupid quek lost my recipe. what's worse, I NVR SAVE THE RECIPE ON MY COMP! SIAN LAH. i think im gonna do cupcakes on friday as well. -_- i understand,

im feeling down in the dumps. now i really feel that im gonna be in the dumps soon.

MY LUNCH. QUADRUPLE CHEESEBURGER! (inspired by chris) XDDDDDDDD

L4D with samuel ytd. well its not anybody's fault that ive been "pangseh-ed" ytd. ok. its MY fault. sian. me and sam played versus 1v1. nobody wanted to join game. lol BEING TANK IS SO FUN. especially at 'no mercy" 2nd last chapter. i was tank at the top of the building. i can PUNCH ppl down the building. SO FUN LOL. after that went to sam's hse to spam sa. like mad. owning noobs at boot camp. after that we had a short chat. uhh.. nvm lols.

okay. i HATE my dad. he turned our house into a BIRDPARK. we currently have 6 pet birds: 5 "tweeties" and 1 parrot. well, it started from 2 tweeties and 1 parrot. but the house was turned upside down last sunday. once again, i HATE my dad. tweety at the balcony. tweety at the main toilet. tweety at the master bedroom toilet. parrot at the window. tweety above the DINING TABLE. hope my dad is the first to get bird flu. and one near the living room. so who wna come my house? its a BIRDPARK. lol admission fee: 1 double cheeseburger. (paid to kianny)

pet society is spam-mable. wahahaha. yea! cn upload pictures. finally, a way out of boredom.

yeaaaa gone to lan again! yeaaaa gone to eat kfc. yeaaaa money fly.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH perhaps screaming it out will make me feel better.

finally, a PERSONAL photo on my facebook. except the fact that i looked like im gonna kill somebody. -_- tmr's teacher's day celebrations. obviously nt goin bak to that screwed primary school called rosyth which doesn't let ex-rosythians in! at most, a whole bunch of ex-rosythians crowded at the indoor basketball court, cnt go anywhr else. and security guards all around the school. its not like we want to bomb our own mother school rite? mrs celine ng is a BITCH. conclusion: rosyth school- good school, lousy principal.

first thing today was getting 1 demerit from mr tan. "adding mr tan on facebook during LESSON HOURS." home econs was shit today. the paper thingy for the cupcake flew off, as we had no "weights". she was screaming that our paper was on the floor. like a mad dog. picked them up and put them back in the baking dish. "DROP ON THE FLOOR ALR STILL WNA USE?! LATER FOOD POISONING THEN U NOE!" and she even had the ass to say those paper were VERY EXPENSIVE. gosh, how EXPENSIVE cn paper get? b!tch. and later i was creaming the butter shit, i needed 2 spoons to scrape off the butter into the bloody paper. mrs quek told me to get a SPOON. mind you, a SPOON. i took the small spoon. only to get suan-ed by that b!tch. "you are really getting on my nerves," and reached out for the BIGGER spoon. not my fault, she nvr fking specify. b!tch. camp proposal was .... today. dun rly wna tok abt it. everybody is just so damn sianed. of cca. okay, its my fault. I CANNOT

and i wish all my problems can be solved.

and today was a retarded day. realised that qunhan (his bro) was called JOHN. and its sooooooo true. today class was so hyper. i dunno why? o.o we started giving each other crazy names. even so, they really, REALLY suited us. except for my own. i am NOT robert. sounds like a fucktard, which i am. :x mingkian was named 'max'. wenshei was named 'lionel'. xincong was named 'jackie' (wtf?) shuojian was named 'lucas'. and lots of crap. since when "smacking the hand" game became so popular in class? smacked mk till "internal bleeding". im no better. pain pain. lol

& my dad's buying... A PARROT?! what a COMPLETE waste of money.

LAN-ed today. just realised that suddenattacking at lan is a total waste of money. played LEFT 4 DEAD! its funner than suddenattack, at least. much more bloodier. much more disecting-body-parts-er. and much more zombies! xD played 3 hours. and money fly again. first thing go home, get suan-ed by my mom. conversation (translated from chinese) : mom: why i cnt call u? me: prepaid no money. mom: why so fast no money? i tot u topped up only days ago (wtf?!)? me: sms lor. mom: sms who? GIRLFRIEND AR?! me: NO LAHHHHHHHHH!

okay air comp heats today suck-ed. plane crashed 3 times. 2 rubberbands lost. why can't fly? it's not really anyone's fault that we failed to run even a single lap, i think the problem is that we don't have enuf flying trngs... AND BAD LUCK! of course, its a good learning experience for all of us. look on th bright side. xD tis made me more determined than ever to learn how to fly line control plane in aero instructor course! I WILL BE BACK! nxt year. right now, im feeling badddddddddddddddd.

air comp training can really dishearten ppl. at first, all of us were sooooo happy that we cn finally fly the plane... but later, look at our faces when the plane crashed. propeller pointed towards the floor. skydive. motor busted. sad. well, leslie cant fly as well! spam crashes. competition is oni 2 days away. oh gauddddddddddddddd.

aero training was super-boring today. nth much to do, but worst thing... MY GRP'S PLANE GOT CHANGED FOR THE LOUSY ONE! dammit. i cant really believe flying 50 laps on friday with a plane that doesnt even have a motor. of course, i believe that ps puts more hope on the part b 25 laps thingy, but... hard work gone down the drain. walked to bus stop with rowena. talked a lot. :x THANKS ROWENA FOR THE POTATO SALAD! xD learn to LOVE garlics. HAHA

i nvr wanted a fair fight with you. i still cnt believe that i believed what you said. if u told me the truth earlier, i cn be mentally prepared. but now, it all happened within a flash. i still cnt believe it. now what im thinking is that u are a complete liar, to me, her and even yourself. i will have to find out the truth myself. and if i have the right to know, HE will have the right to know as well. sorry, i cnt get myself to trust you anymore. friendship means nothing now.

i FAILED live range! stupid figures 11 and 12 so hard to fire. even so, firing a REAl M-16 assault rifle is an experience that i will nvr forget. may be th last time firing a M-16, cos SAR-21 takes over! LOL look on th bright side. xD

HOME ECONS ROCKS TODAY! ME AND SAM'S LASAGNE ROCKS US UPSIDE DOWN! it tasted like hell! even though the "layering" part was ruined cos we had to split them up (TOO MUCH NOODLES ADDED WTF) IT STILL TASTED LIKE HELL MAN! 200x better than the goddamned spaghetti shyt we cook last last week. LOL cnt upload pics again. nvm (:

and soccer interhouse today. and i was fking extra thr. and i was just a substitute for mingkian. and i cant even do a proper corner throw. lol. WTF! ps called me to talk about the overseas trip. i was blogging and "unable" to pick up, my sis picked up, and when she knew it was a call for me, "EH THE PHONE NEXT TO THE COMPUTER ONLY LEH! HONGGAN!" IN FRONT OF MY PS! OMFGGGGGGGGGGG! i apologised to ps, of course. man, i hope we don't die for tmr's trng.... sob. one thing i'd wish for now is for my teeth to be neat.

MY SIS FOUND THE FIX TO THE BLOGGER PROBLEM! click create post, normally u cnt post pics, press ctrl + F5. haha. its been so long. i just wanna be friends with u agn. i've forgotten, or at least trying to forget what happened in the past. does the problem lie in you, or me? is it my fault that you've changed?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENSHEI!!! man, this shld be post 2 days ago. LOL

& it was normal ncc trng today. wth. C & C sucks! i had difficulty giving drills. kip getting scolded by ps and etc. even so, i learned alot of things today! thanks ps, for being so patient. hahaha && EDDIE STOP SMILING!!! tmr going shopping for wenshei's b'dae present. alone...

ok since no one is at home... i shall cook my crazy-kimchi-ramyun noodles for dinner. since im bored, i shall share my recipe! Ingredients: - 5 small chilli, crushed into bits - 1 tablespoonful of white vinegar - 2 tablespoonfuls of fish sauce (its something smelly, if you dunno wad it is) - 5 drops of sesame oil - 1 egg, whisked - a pinch of pepper - a pinch of salt - a pinch of effort - your TYPICAL kimchi ramyun instant noodles Directions: 1. cook your kimchi ramyun noodles. 2. when water is boiled add the egg. 3. wait for your noodles to finish cooking. 4. finally, add ALL the other ingredients inside your noodles. 5. TA-DA! Tip: add ketchup for "garnish". ketchup gives a funky twist to EVERYTHING! How do you know if you really ate the noodles? - red eyes - red nose - red cheek - unstoppable runny nose - swollen lips - extreme increase in body heat well, everything is worth a try!

&& SAMUEL SMELLS TOO!

of course, i CANT just sit around and do nothing about my smell. its affecting everyone around me. ... what caused my "smell"? - overconsumption of chilli, resulted in increase in body heat, and leading to smell - not bathing in the morning - not enough deodorant used nobody can take that salty-smelly smell. so for everyone's sake, i will try to get rid of that smell. give me a month. thanks! precautions/ steps to take - eat less chilli, DONT EAT CHILLI AT ALL! (man, this is gonna be tough) - bath in morning. wake up earlier. apply extra soap. - spam roll-on deodorant. around my body. HOPE THIS WORKS! MEANWHILE, TRY TO LOVE MY SMELL! there won't be any smell if im not sweating, though.

ytd was ndp trng again... but before that we had our own crap trng. but i was pulled out, along with 5 other ppl... we were shortlisted for orienteering! the first orienteering trng was alr getting the hell out of me. i had an excrutiating pain in my tummy. but i kept running. luckily nth happened. TIRING ANYWAY! after that went to yck stadium ON OUR OWN?! (no bus catering for you) man, the school's really cheapskate. after 2 rehearsals we got to watch the yck cc ppl perform. i was mad when singing the chinese song, i screamed "fang (chinese hanyu pinyin)" loudly. sergeant vince who was sitting beside thought i shouted "FCUKKKKKKKK!" threw my face back thr, xDDD it was all's well, but sadly the trng ended with shitty drills at our last rehearsal. "we were all tired..." woke up today with an all-rounded body ache. had a nightmare ytd night, i dreamt that.... I WAS KICKED OUT OF NDP! it seemed so real... is that a good thing, or a bad thing?

PE was MUCH better without that potato. even so, the warmups were very dangerous. the "spin around and clap" thing... mingkian SMACKED my face. my specs were crushed for the 4th time. how long more till it breaks?

MUM'S ON NIGHT SHIFT AGN! means more comp time for me. but have to everything myself, sorting out laundry, washing dishes all these shit. after washing the plates, I REALISED HOW HARD IT IS TO GET RID OF A GRAIN OF RICE!

as usual, 2 packets of instant mee-goreng for dinner. and an apple pie for dessert. IM STILL HUNGRY!!!

FULLY ARMED KiannyGunner for one day. LOL team death match with sj, milo and ws was DAMN FUNNY. first nade throw alr double kill. LOL so many laggers -.-

k. im MAD, MAD, MAD!!!

THE POWER OF GAMEGUARD!!! well, i don't have this prob now, i can play sa and... ITS NOT LAGGY!!! YAY!!!

DUN FEEL LIKE UPDATING MY BLOG ANYMORE. BORED... -.- have some EXTRA SALTY sheperd's pie! eat till i almost faint.

ITS JUST IN!!! EDDIE OWNED KIANWAI AT AIRPORT SNIPE (suddenattack)!!! ALL HAIL EDDIE!!! well, he got the iPandemic acc becos of that. haha. SOHAI BOTAK?! O.O

Official video footage of how kianwai owns me in suddenattack! just bear abit with the low quality video. lol

WHY CANT I UPLOAD PICTURES? T_T

look carefully. NOOBS! -.-

it was live firing excercise today, but changed to SMT (forgot stands for wad) becos of some shit reason. first hand try at SAR-21. i was sway enough to get a gun that fires your bullets more to the left. anyway, i prefered the SAW rifle. works like a turret. its full auto feature is fun to spam bullets as well. my m-16 skills deproved! :( get kianwai back for next trng? when he is OVERSEAS? why did we even say "yes ps"? full strength is impossible .

PROCRASTINATING~~~ did i spell correctly?

i HATE my monitor. recently the VGA plug keeps coming loose and i cant on the monitor. spent 5mins mingling with the plug before i cn turn it on. ... i vowed to chiong holiday hw today. or shld i slack a little more? nahhh.

today trng was average? do i really shake my butt when i march? LOL. my face was tanned due to trng. vitamin D is gd for u! :) my dad's drinking ribena again.

shyt ndp trng. march march and march. ... KIANWAI PON!!! xD

all the past events... had made me lose my confidence bit by bit. i suddenly think the world is going against me. i just wanna end all this...

damn that bus today. i was walking to the busstop, going home and i saw my bus number "74" on the busstop. chiong to the bus. i thought i could get in the bus, but the bus uncle CLOSED THE DOOR! i practically slammed my face on the door. zzz. good news? got on the bus anyway. -.-

ive been staring at this for the past 10 minutes. zzz

home-made sushi for lunch. yum.

eddie today damn funny. ~EDDIE~ says: *dced.. *internet wire came off Kianny too young, too stupid. says: *lol lame ~EDDIE~ says: *how make mi see pics.. *my beside no pics Kianny too young, too stupid. says: *u noob *ur personal message ~EDDIE~ says: *yar Kianny too young, too stupid. says: *WRONG GRAMMAR ~EDDIE~ says: *wad?? Kianny too young, too stupid. says: *camp planning is so stressed? *STRESSFUL *LOL ~EDDIE~ says: *i purposly.. *zzz *pm leh Kianny too young, too stupid. says: *wad ~EDDIE~ says: *why u care Kianny too young, too stupid. says: *u first in level wad ~EDDIE~ says: *ur pm oso broken eng *not full sentence *tok so much

so fun to own eddie with knives in suddenattack. TIGER STRIPE OWNS BABY!!!

oh fuck you facebook. anyone know how to disable this shit?

THAT IS UR PROBLEM... YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN??? FCUK YOU!!! u can tell me to pay to anyone else, but not to a bastard like u. i dun wanna pay... WHAT CAN YOU DO?! YOU GOT WITNESS BIG FCUK ISIT? LIKE THEY GIVE A DAMN?! plus, you are fk enough to get payment frm someone u dun wanna be frens with. plusplus, you are a true bitch .

I HATE MY DAD!!! cos he stops me frm drinking his 1.5l of pepsi in the fridge BY CLOSING THE CAP SO FKING TIGHT! open till hand red still nvr open -.-

oh well, didnt really expect it... but didnt get selected for aero instructor course. no point being sad. im just lucky enough that thr is a 2nd phase to this course. not EVERYTHING gives you a second chance... so treasure it and work doubly hard in aero! thr will be competition but... im confident i will make it this time.

just realised my upcoming week is packed with shyt. monday- ndp trng??? for part b tues- maths olympiad thurs- maths olympiad (again) plus, aero trng (important) fri- ptc (eww), air trng as usual. WHR GOT TIME TO REST? wednesday?

staring at the comp watching ppl cook in restaurantcity ain't a good idea. I NEED TO GET OUT!

LOL. my restaurant is FINALLY full house! UPDATE: qunhan's comp tio virus liao. LOL

ewwww. cocked up gradient thingy for maths paper one. i wonder how many ppl are gonna fail mannx. how long more must i wait?

I LOVE MY COMP!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! of course, MY research shows that i can only play suddenattack in the MORNING?! FCUK U ASIASOFT!

FINALLY CAN PLAY SA AGN! thanks asiasoft(?) hope after exam still cn play.

AND I STILL CANNOT PLAY SA! FCUK YOU ASIASOFT!!!

last post until mye is over. all i can say that today is a really fun day sitting in front of kianwai. i think i got the "laughing switch" on after kianwai pinched my back. hahahahahahahahhahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahahaha he was so pissed off that he punched my back. his hand red but.... HAHAHAHAHA anw, its a fun day. muahahaha

went to mingwei's hus ytd to study maths (?) ok, more like i teach him maths. nth but study, do work and blah blah and thanks agn for the dinner. xD oh yeah. YOU WILL HAVE TO PAY THE PRICE FOR LYING ON HIS BED!!!

went to swensens for mr siva's treat. and he spent $685.37 bucks. anyway, ate fish and chips creamy mushroom banana split but i took no pictures of the food. but... WILDBOAR MEETS HIS MATCH: SAMUEL!!! UPDATE: FINALLY CAN PLAY SA AGAIN! but exams coming... sianzzz

and i thought uninstalling Norton Internet Security 2006 will make me able to play sa once again. but FCUK IT.

(smack eddie's face.) FINALLY cleared my inbox. lol

ALL OF MY GAMES CANNOT PLAY! SIAN! SuddenAttackSEA: Error code -10000 SoldierFront: Time Error WolfTeam: Unable To Connect To Game Server. life is totally boar-ing without my favourite games. T_T at least still got audi. my bu skills deproved! look at the perfects -.- 1 miss not bad alr lah. CHEER UP KIANNY!

FUGGING FAGGY MOSQUITO! first thing i come back frm sch, sit down and play comp... and mosquito come bite me! wacked it, obviously. itchy.